Finding Peace

After crying for the last two days, I have found a rest from the tears. Today I have had such a profound sense of peace, and the only thing bothering me is that my eyes are sore from all the water. Thank you to all who have been praying. I had a great conversation with some of the ladies in my small group last night, after I admitted that I was dealing with some homesickness she asked if I still thought my decision to move up here was a good one. If she had asked me last Wednesday I probably would've said maybe. But in the midst of missing home and all the people I have left, I was able to confidentially say yes. Yes I think that moving here was a good idea, it is moving me towards the goals, hopes and dreams. It's just been hard starting over, the goodbyes feel like forever, even though I know that they're not. Aside from roommates, who all have busy lives, I don't have friends that I can go hang out with, someone whom I can call up and make last minute evening plans with. I know that will come with time, but it doesn't help with the now.

This video clip described how I felt the last few days, and possibly the last several weeks subconsciously. There is light at the end of the tunnel. I'm not giving up just yet. :)